Why am I alive ?

Why am I alive ?

This was the first question I asked myself, since I did not know what I could possibly do and the only fact I knew was, that I had nothing to live for.

I still wonder, what all treachery would life unfold before it bids farewell to its mere existence.

Today, I would like to tell you something about myself. My age is 29 , perhaps soon to be 30 since my birthday is on 27th May. Thank you for wishes in advance!

My first blog was on 14th, March'2018, when I was going thru one of the most unanticipated phase of my life. I am still going thru divorce wherein everything initiated on 07th, January'2018.

Apparently, it made me realize a lot of untold facts about life which I could never comprehend, when everything started I tried everything within my ability to retain the relation which was inevitable to to end.

I still ask the same question mentioned above (Why am I alive ?) to myself multiple times since that day and to be honest, I still haven't found the answer yet.

I still pursue the reason to prove my existence with something better, apart from breathing to prove it!

Now, why am I telling you this ?

Because, I have made quite a lot of mistakes in my life but needless to say some were beautiful, however I would really want someone to learn from it, as people still doesn't realize the consequences of their decisions. I have seen people consumed enough with their own emotions that they do not see the life, for the way it really is !!!

We all do everything that is right according to us and we decide it by our self, which gets questioned later by everyone. This is what makes everyone loose their ideal temperament, doesn't it?

I am sure we does that considering it to be better for everyone but, in real it is better to make the choices collectively since we alone does not have to carry every burden that life offers !!!

I only want to emphasize on the thought of not bearing the burden of everything by ourselves and it is never late to begin...!!!!!!!!

We must have someone to share it with and that could be family at the best or a friend and even a stranger, everyone counts. Otherwise, the burden of the consequences would never reduce irrespective of the efforts.

Moreover, by end of the day either we would be drowned by our own sorrows or we can overcome, simply by the being able to make the decisions collectively since we would have someone to support us thru the phase.

How do I know it ?

I have people who support me, few aggressively, few silently and needless to say few affectionately ...what about you ?

This becomes the foremost important reason to pursue the reason to keep the quest alive to find the reason of my existence !!!!

Choose Wisely and Live Freely ...Cheers !!!

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